I havent listened to the whole ep but I did see a long JRE clip of him talking about the incident. Crazy. You could see it in his face that he himself still couldnt believe it all happened.
One takeaway I have from it. We all like to talk a lot of shit about what we can do, especially when equipment, cars, trucks, bikes, lifting things, working up high or with hazardous materials, with firearms and sharp tools, and all that shit start getting involved, and how self sufficient we are and so on. Yeah well sometimes you fuckin miscalculate the situation and you get fucked. Happened to my old man, made a really dumb fucking decision working on something heavy in his shed and it cost him his life. Basically unless you know what you are doing, and this applies to many aspects of life, get help and/or pay someone who does know what the fuck they are doing, including what to do when shit goes haywire without damn nearing dying or worse.
Turn off youtube, use common sense and try and see yourself from the third person and figure out of that person that is you is being retarded (likely), and then go hire a professional.